Ramblin'

looking for a little teensy corner to study in on this campus should not be that difficult, right?

wrongwrongwrongwrongwrong.

20 minutes wasted.  and i finally found a place and i have to pee.  may have something to do with the waterfall directly across from me, then again maybe not.

the worst part is i feel like i’m about to procrastinate quite a lot.  i have to learn a play in deutsch by tomorrow.

but hey, this time next week i’ll be nestled in my house on a lane in sweet little springfield, regardless of how well or poorly i did in college.

silver lining, people. always always always find it.

I, admittedly, am a rather pessimistic individual.  You might think that rain would absolutely ruin my day then, but it rarely does.  

I like looking out the window and seeing it come down in sheets.  I like nestling deeper into my blankets and silently thanking God that I have a roof over my head and warm clothes and a mom who will always call to check on me.  

I like walking outside and feeling it on my face and remembering the times I danced in it with my friends or the times I kicked a soccer ball in it or the times that I could’ve sworn the sky was just crying because it knew I was sad.

So I’d like to thank the rain today, because I’m nearly positive it’s washing the dirt off my heart right now.